Hot soil

One more night and can't no sleep...
When the ghost of past wake up and get in to your mind, pointleesly, even if all is going right... really really good.
Sometimes things going so well that scared you, it's "the calm before the storm"? It's like in the movies when you know that something really strong is going to be in the moment the sound is completely off for a while.
But maybe it's only "peur" or maybe it's to much thinkings.... perhaps because of every body knows "the good" is not for ever.

How terrible could be the human race, how difficult. :)